I love it when...
: you tell me that u always love me eventhough i always hurt u
The cutest thing you do is...
: when u cool me down with ur jokes n always make me smile when i got touble..also
when i baring atas peha u & u korek my telinga...
The thing I regret most is....
: when i hurt u again & again n when i saw u crying bcoz of my stupid mistake....
: i cant make u happy, smile n laugh anymore...
The best memory I have of us is...
: when u waited for me at the bus stop for almost 4 hours in the heavy rain just becoz u want me
to see u r not going anywhere other then just waiting for me and only me...but in return, u just want me to hug u and tell u that i m so so sorry for making u waiting....
: living without u now is just like living in hell.... i m dying coz i living without my "soul".....
Something that I've never told you is...
: i can not answer it coz i told u every single thing about us... i never keep any secret between
us...
This is what you should know..
: all i want is just 1 last chance to get ur love back... i promise u that i will not be the same person as before that always push n "membebel" at u.... i want to build our love back with a very good foundations of love,trust,honesty n loyalty....just have ur faith in me... and try give just 1 last chance....... please baby..... i really n really need u in my life.....!!!!
Lil' star by Kelis ft Cee-Lo ( ade kat player sebelah yek )
1 comments Posted by Hazwan Hassan at 1/09/2009 10:37:00 PM
If it seems like I'm shining brightly
It's probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there's so many other around
When deep inside you feels darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me
There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me
There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that's in do time
But until then I'm guilty, and being humans my crime
Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime
Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner of later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me
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diri ewan ini bagaimana utk jadi lebih kuat, lebih dewasa, lebih matang dan lebih berhati-
hati....
walau semua ni sakit, pedih dah menyeksa jasmani dan rohani ewan, ewan tak der pilihan
lain kecuali PASRAH n REDHA dgn ape yg terjadi... itu lah jalan yg terbaik utk ewan dan
juga "si die"....
yg teramat penting skrng, ader lah kegembiraan & kebahgiaan "si die".....krn
walaupon sakit dan seksa di hati ewan ni, diri ewan akan turut bahgia hanya jika "si die"
bahgia......
maka, terbang lah wahai "my sweet baby"....terbang lah setinggi yg boleh....nikmati lah
kebebasan ini... carik la kebahgiaan & cinta yg diri mu slalu idamkan.....
Salam buat semua....
another 1000 apologies kpd semua kwn2 bloggers yg lame ewan tinggalkan nie..
dah 3 mggu lebih ewan diamkan diri rite?? dah naik bersawang n "berhabuk" pon blog ewan
nie...hahahaha...
actually, ewan tgh carik kekuatan utk truskan idup n to face new day ahead...
tp ewan still gagal.. coz the ONLY KEKUATAN YG EWAN ADA HANYA ADA PADA
"SI DIA"....
dia adalah segala-galanye bagi ewan....hanye bile die bersama ngan ewan, ewan akan jadi kuat n bersemangat nk idup n tempuh ari yg baru....
skrng nie ewan idup tnpa "nyawa" ewan....hati jadi resah n tak tenang....
hidup jadi kosong, sunyi n sedih...
skrng nie, ewan dah sedar setiap inci kesalahan ewan sebelum nie... alhamdullillah, Allah dah bukak mata ewan utk nampak setiap kesalah ewan.. so, ewan belajar dr kesilapan tu..
dan skrng nie, ewan nk sgt "si dia" tau yg ewan TAK AKAN SEKALI-KALI ULANGI KESILAPAN EWAN DULU..... I M A NEW EWAN RITE NOW!!!
tp harus ewan ingatkan, walau pon ewan skrng ade lah = THE NEW EWAN, segala rase cinta, rase rindu n concern ewan pada "si die" tak pernah berubah...bahkan semakin tinggi hari ke hari.... cuma APE YG BERUBAH ADALAH SIKAP BURUK EWAN.....skrng nie, EWAN DAH TINGGALKAN SIKAP BURUK TU SEMUA....EWAN DAH TINGGALKAN SEMUA TU JAUH DIBELAKANG....
raser terseksa n sakit tnpa si die di sisi ewan dlm masa sebulan lebih nie, telah beri byk kesan pada ewan....ewan akui segala kesilapan ewan selama nie...ewan dah sedar semua nye...
DAN EWAN BERUBAH UTK JADI YG TERBAIK UTK SI DIE....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME....... EWAN DAH BYK WAT SALAH PADE "SI DIE"!!
DEMI ALLAH, ewan sgt sakit n terseksa skrng..coz ewan TAK DPT BERSAMA NGAN SI DIE....
sepanjang idup ewan 22 tahun nie, ewan tak pernah raser seperti nie...
dulu, time ngan ex ewan yg lain pon, ewan tak "jatuh" n "sakit" sperti nie...
tp, bile Si die pergi, ewan raser seluruh jiwa raga n rohani ewan dicabut dan diragut sehingga ewan skrng nie hidup seprti "tanpa nyawa" lagi...
walau ape2 pon terjadi, ewan harus nyatakan BAHAWA EWAN TAK AKAN BERPUTUS ASA N MENGALAH UTK SI DIE.... I WILL NOT N NEVER EVER GIVE UP MY FAITH IN "SI DIE"....
EWAN TAK AKAN BERGANJAK WALAU SEINCI SKALI PON COZ EWAN TAU N EWAN YAKIN "SI DIA" ADALAH INSAN YG EWAN CARI SELAMA NIE....
DIE ADALAH SEGALA-GALANYA UTK EWAN.....DAN DIE LA DESTINY EWAN!!!!!
ALL MY LIFE, I PRAY SOME ONE LIKE U...
AND I WILL NEVER HURT U ANYMORE.....
PLEASE, HAVE UR FAITH IN ME......
