Weekends mmgu nie, ewan spend mase kat umah nenek sedara ewan kat dato keramat..duk tgok2 kn die coz die dah tak sihat sgt...ewan sgt close ngan die since i was baby....she took care of me n slalu myanyi lagu/zikir tyme nk buai2 ewan dulu..(i miss my kg...huaaaa)..

lately, ewan byk spend mase kat sane...dah jarang stay umah kat s.alam lak...(hope my dearest housemates pham hal nie).....smbil2 duk wat bubur nasi, ewan duk hafal fact of cases dlm subjek Company Law II.....byk seh nk kne hafal...mati la...then, kene refer kat 2 BUAH KITAB AGUNG NIE....pening dowh!!!!!


nie kitab yg paling pening ewan penah jupe!!!!! mati la ewan....huaaaaa



ni pulak Akta yg mmg cam lalang...tiap2 tahun kene amend (pinda)....
pening aku!!!



last Saturday, ewan dpt tau berita yg agak ngejutkn ewan...tp brite ni gak ade la sumting yg ewan dah expect akan berlaku soon or later...just its all about time....mmg hancur ati, sedih giler n to be honest, ewan raser ati ewan nie cam dicarik2 ngan pisau RAMBOO.....its so n so killing me!!

FYI, ewan penah ckp yg ewan tak snggup nk TAHU, DENGAR & TENGOK prkare nie berlaku..A
mmg sumpah ewan tak sanggup...tp ape nk buat, HIDUP & TAKDIR TAK SLALU MENYEBELAHI KITER......I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT OPENLY EVEN ITS HURTING MY HEART & FEELING ALOT N ONLY GOD KNOWS!!!

Ape yg ewan harap kn just 1 = THE HAPPINESS FOR A PERSON THAT I REALLY, DEEPLY & MADLY LOVE.......PERSON WHO IS MY EVERYTHING, WHO IS MY BLOOD, WHO IS MY LIFE & MY SOUL......... Even sumer nie make me suffer like HELL n killing me, but its ok...ewan tak kisah semua nie..asalkn SEMUA NIE MAMPU BUAT SI DIE HAPPY & BHGIA...... hapines si die tu dah ckup utk ewan.....ckup utk buat ewan bernafas n berjalan....#$%^&&**#@%

Ramai org nk tau ape yg sebenarnye yg terjadi pd ewan...ape yg ewan dah wat b4....
ape yg ewan leh ckp = thanks coz bace blog ewan.....ewan just nk express the way i feel inside...
i just nk share pengalaman ewan yg tak seberapa nie ngan bloggers....so that we can be a BETTER HUMAN FOR OUR OWN FUTURE!!!!!



I will alwys LOVE U.....

19 comments:

wahhh ewan budak law yer..
eh, boleh la Pojie pinjam buku² tuh..
since Pojie dan kengkawan opis slalu sajer jd mangsa tekanan dari company..
nk gak tau hak² kita kn..
xla kne tindas..

March 31, 2009 at 8:31 AM  

yup.. ewan dak law...dah final sem pon...dh x sabor nk keje....huhuu
bleh je ewan pinjamkn kat pojie....if ade pe2, inysallah ewan tnjuk2 ape yg tau skit2 yek...
pojie keje kat ne??

March 31, 2009 at 11:48 AM  

leh la jadik penasihat undang2 kat boy bila nak set up company nanti.. wahhh!! dah ada 2 lawyer nie.. ekekekeke...

so sad for hearing dats..

juz b happy..

cheerrsss (tgk tu die dah senyummm..besarkan lagi senyumm tu.. hik3)

March 31, 2009 at 1:20 PM  

fak them lah ewan. yg penting u stadi n get good results cos i know ull b a good lawyer one day :) AMIN!

March 31, 2009 at 3:23 PM  

wan...again i can say that u r "stupid".... u r risking ur life n future for sumbody that already gone for sumbody else....

u wat smua nie nape?? if dulu time u still ngan die tu lain citer la...coz u guys still 2gather...

but right now, die dah ade org lain..
siap die happy n lupekan u dah...
tp u nie cam org BODOH still lagi nk "jage" die....mmg mmbazir mase!!!!

March 31, 2009 at 8:42 PM  

move on ewan~~yeah true..tipula kalo xkeciwa..but move on..u will end up hurting urself at the end..move on..move on..slowly build ur stength n stand up again.move on..

April 1, 2009 at 2:15 AM  

tq sbsb sudi view blog kte=b

April 1, 2009 at 3:19 AM  

to anonymous:
nape tak kasi tau name?i tak tau cam ne u tau semua tu, tp klau u still nk kate ewan bodoh, its all up to u..
i peduli pe....

to gjul:
gjul, ewan dah try nk move on..tp each time ewan try, ewan still fail..
whre am i need to move on? tp ewan prcye, ewan leh get over smua nie soon...

to joll:
u r most welcome....keep smiling k

April 1, 2009 at 1:29 PM  

owh..law..hebat...mesti favourite subject kat soklah history kan...yep..i'll say the same thing..move on with ur life.forget the past.think about the future...there will be better things ahead of u...

April 1, 2009 at 4:43 PM  

to nabil:
thanks nabil..i m trying so hard to be "me" again...ewan tgh kumpul segala kekuatan yg ade utk tembusi smua nie..even its kinda killing me, but i dont have any better choice..

April 2, 2009 at 12:24 AM  

FUUUYOOO
da bukak buku law x leh ckp apa laa
hanye berdiamkan diri je la..
huhu
=p

April 3, 2009 at 5:58 PM  

Such a stupid gay here~
the 1 who u've ever been love with..
wasnt a gay at all lor!
so come on!insaf!!jgn jd munafik wei!
org tu dh ade insan yg lg dye syg~
sujud sket kt sejadah..mintak petunjuk ALLAH~
btw..
gud luck for ur future!

April 4, 2009 at 1:45 AM  

no matter watever u r doing,u shud put yaslef 1st..chasing some1 whch alredy gone is useless..its time for u to let it go n start to move onn...

April 4, 2009 at 2:27 AM  

you got to fight that feeling my fren..

April 4, 2009 at 9:13 PM  

ewan.
i dun have to put my real name here cuz im here with one purpose only. wanna tell wat is wrong wit u n wat is wrong wit people.

1st-
hey.WAKE UP.
i've been there.i've been at ur place before

ape yg " Anonymous " ckp tuh ade gak btol.

ko kene sedar yg ko tuh syok sendri je.ko still taruh harapan kat HIBAML.padahal dy dah bepunya n happy.ko nak sibuk jga dy phal
ko nak ckp itu cinta sejati ko ar smpai ko still xbley lupekan dy
WAKEUP!!

ex ko ade life sndri
ko ade life sndri
n bf ex ko tuh pon ade life ngan ex ko skunk.
ko tawu x
ko nak tgk dy happy kan
tp cara ko nih nmpk cam bg dy happy ke?
ko lg menyusahkan ade ar.
cmni ar
ape kata klu ko g sesuaikan dri untuk cr org laen
ko pon dulu da kapel dgn bpe org
ye.. myb ko ckp dy nih laen
alar.mcm la aku xtawu ko
ko taruh harapan kat org yg mmg xkan bley real kan harapan ko tu.
pecayalah
bukan aku xkesian baca2 ct ko nih
tp ewan
aku mmg kesian sbb ko seksa ngan dy
weh
ko jgn ckp yg ko snggop nak tgk dy happy n ko seksa
BOLEY BLAH AR WEY..
klu ko nak seksa sgt.seriously ko pegi bunuh dri
WAKE UP la EWAN..
dy skunk dah happy dgn lover dy.
aku pon nak tgk ko happy ngan lover ko tp bukan ngan ex ko.


ko xperlu tawu aku sape tp aku mmg dah lama spy korang sume.pasal ko.dy.bf ex ko.ex ko yg laen.psal sume hal.aku diam je slama nih.aku nak tgk smpai mane.tp terbukti yg ko tu org GILA.org GILA pon xkan wat cam ko.aku cume nak tgk ko happy bukan seksa.please la EWAN.wakeup!

April 5, 2009 at 6:00 PM  

another thanks to u e-rol or wat ever name u yg btul...
erm...leh tahan gak citer n history i yg u tau nie...tepukan gemuruh ptut diberi kn nie...huhuhu

die dh berpunye n happy?? ok, thats fine...i m happy too..
mcm u gak la, u'll be happy if the person tht u love most is happy EVEN u suffer pon u tak kisah...

tp, if u tak der this kind of thinking, makne nye, u tak syg @ love ur lover or ex or anybody will ur whole heart n soul....

ok...cam nie, sure u penah dgr n tau ader duda or janda or anybody yg dah tak berkawin or kapel pas divorce or clash kN?? Knape??
u jwb sndiri k...

1 lg yg aku nk BETULKAN FAKTA U NIE..

"aku mmg kesian sbb ko seksa ngan dy"

--sape kate yg ewan ni seksa time brsama ngan die?? klau ye pon nk reka cipta version u, jgn la tokok tambah ajinomoto tu lebh2 sgt...gugur rambut tu..

mmg time ewan ngan die, ewan ade sedih n sakit,gaduh n so on...NORMAL LA WEH BENDE TU SUMER!!! u ingt ewan nie angel n sempurne pe??
tp, ade kah bende tu = seksa???

April 5, 2009 at 9:11 PM  

ish2..sume pkara bleh diselesaikan la..asal kembali kepada pencipta kita.semua penyelesaian ada kat situ.ingat tuh..hehe!eh..jan la gado2..tak beyk..!hai ewan..peace!!

April 6, 2009 at 9:25 AM  

mcm ni lah ewan
tujuan i posted komen tu sbb i nak u rethink.
bukan nak gado
de kale kt kene pikir yg bnde tu useless even u kate it worth to wait.
over is over.
xmungkin bnda tu happend twice.
escialy dy dah berpunye.
u nak ke dy curang.
if dy curang mungkin one day u pulak kene curank even u kata dy x mcmtu kan.

answer soalan u tu.

1: dyorg x cr laen sbb mungkin dah xsggop sbb takot bnda tu jd lagi

2: dyorg lebih tumpukan kepada hal diri sndri/kerjaya tnpa pikir pasal perlukah seorg lover di sisi dyorg.

3: hidup lebih enjoy klu hidup sendri.

4: feeling untuk bercinta dah x wujud sbb busan

n bnyk lagi.
myb answer u mcm u nak kata yg u xsnggop cr lain sbb cinta u hanya untuk dy.
de kale ape yg u pikir tuh mcm akan buat u pk n tros pk hal dy.
u kata nak stop tp u sndri x usahakan.
u usaha mcm u sengaja nak biarkan diri u pk lg hal dy
u mmg x usaha sunggoh2
klu u nak sure bnda tu jd tp u yg biarkan diri u pk hal tu.
just WAKEUP

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